Your little girl misses you, I miss you more than anything in the world it’s been so many years since you’ve been gone and not once has it ever felt real that my dead is truthfully dead. I always hope one day you will open my door and you will be standing there waiting for me to run and hug you. Being about to hear you call me squish, and for you too hug my one last time, I would give absolutely anything to be able to do that one last time. I got a boyfriend dad, I think you would like him even tho you would act like you didn’t, he treats me amazing that I don’t think you could not like him. I think you would be a little mad mom has been letting me get piercings and dying my hair but I think you would get over it. I’m gonna get a tattoo in honor of you so I can always have you with me no matter where I go. I love you dad🫶🏻